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Old 10-12-11, 05:52 AM   #1
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I'm sorry, I don't like to cry out and vie for attention when other people clearly deserve and need it more than I - but I'm feeling incredibly tormented at the moment.
I know that I should wait...for my ex girlfriend..to feel like contacting me. But I am so lonely and I miss her so much. When I type ex girlfriend, I feel everything inside just tear and rip...I can't get her out of my head. I want to be able to see her and talk to her and tell her how beautiful is and how much I love her. But I can't...I just can't...she won't let me and it won't do anything...I'm crying...and I want to be able to tell her how much she means to me and I want her to talk to me back....the silence is...its killing me. I feel that my only escape is to take my seroquel and get to sleep early...to run away...
But it'll come back...it'll keep coming back until we have some peace and love again.
God...I miss her..and love her so so much...she is everything to me.
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Old 10-13-11, 09:48 AM   #2
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Old 10-14-11, 09:08 AM   #3
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Thank you both for your replies.
Feeling physically ill tonight out of longing and loneliness. Think this might be a 'cry myself to sleep' night...how pathetic.
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