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Old 05-27-15, 06:51 PM   #1
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Well, right about now, I feel like if even one thing more so much as remotely crosses me, I'm going to start trashing everything I find in a fit of rage.

I feel that I would event take it out on my own body for how it makes me feel.
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Old 05-27-15, 08:34 PM   #2
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hi, sorry you are angry....what is going on? I'm here if you need to talk about it.
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I'm here too....listening. I hope you feel a bit better today Crystal. Take care.
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I went to sleep earlier than usual yesterday, much earlier than usual for me that's for sure.

At times, and I suppose that this is influenced by everything around me, I just feel an intense mixed feeling of rage and disgust towards the rest of the world.

People who complain about things but do nothing about it. People who are told that things will not go well if they continue their current paths and still do it only to later complain about why things went wrong. How those who do nothing and complain get things easy while the rest who work don't ever see a spec of improvement. With myself, being unable to change my present conditions despite attempting it time and time again. All these things and more just add up and when they blow up, I feel like if something was choking me from,the inside out, I just want to get rid of it by whatever means necessary.
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Old 05-28-15, 07:33 PM   #5
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Starting to feel the rage build up again. I have waited for a job offer that was supposed to have called in this week. I went and passed an interview and a test for it and on the final interview, they told me that they would call me if I qualified but that even if I didn't, they would offer me another position that was available to see if I was interested in it. I would pick pretty much any position so long as I got another job to help me get by, but the week has gone and I haven't received a single call from them.
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Old 05-28-15, 07:36 PM   #6
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It tires me to get so little money and watch it go down the drain having to pay. For crying out loud, all I have of my paycheck are $6.00. Six miserable dollars! What can I possibly hope to do with that!? And then I see how everyone else keeps moving up. They get promotions, better jobs, better income and I'm still at the bottom of the barrel! It doesn't matter what my education was, how many medals of honor I received, how hard Ive worked in ALL my jobs, it's NEVER enough!
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Old 05-28-15, 07:39 PM   #7
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I find myself saying the same goddamn phrase I would hear my parents say EVERY SINGLE TIME when I was growing up. "I can't" It's always "I can't, I can't, I can't! When will the time come when I can say "I did"!?

UGH I despise this. I don't know what it is but I hate my inability to change things! What am I doing that so damn wrong!?
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Old 05-29-15, 12:01 PM   #8
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If there is one thing that just makes me sick and disgusts me is how this family has done the things they have and then pretends that I'm just going to forget and that were all going to be one big happy family. As if we had been one to begin with. And worse off is how they conveniently seem to forgot ALL the things that have been done. Or they try to justify them with some half assed excuse, trying to make themselves look like the victims when they were the ones responsible for the things that happened!

I feel like I'm about to throw up again from the sense of disgust that this family provokes in me.
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Old 05-29-15, 03:49 PM   #9
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(((((((hugs))))))))

I can understand why you are angry. I am sorry that things are not going better for you. I wish I could help.
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Old 06-01-15, 11:09 PM   #10
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You did nothing wrong Crystal. I'm sorry you're in a difficult situation.

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