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Old 05-13-15, 03:53 PM   #51
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You're human, that's all it is. Some days you feel like interacting sometimes you don't. For that matter some days I stick my nose in other pages simply because I don't feel like facing my own issues.

I've gotten to the point of "whatever is supposed to happen is what will happen" and there's only so much I can do about it. She knows how I feel, she can't not know. Even Stevie Wonder could see it. Maybe one day it will matter, maybe one day she will feel the same way for longer than a month. but then again maybe monkeys will fly out of my butt too. Don't know what lies ahead, so I can't afford to worry about it a whole lot.
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Old 05-14-15, 07:04 AM   #52
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KH, tbh I wish I weren't human or cursed with much emotion. To me they are not very useful as I have lost much focus because of them quite often. Also much emotion should be a blessing for those who can make a different in people's lives in the grand scheme of things. Maybe the people I know of are pretty successful in their own right is because either a) excellent and/or innate emotional management skills; b) Naturally lack them; c) real sociopaths/psychopaths I suppose. Doesn't mean I will give up just yet these days but will fight through amap.

For some things I am already beyond that point but in other areas it just cycles (probably no one understands what I mean lol).

Agreed that worrying about it so much doesn't help.

Also I don't know very many people who thrive on issues unless they know/feel they can win every time or (going on a limb) have an addiction or something for such, idk. So yes, I can see trying to help others or being involved with others with their issues in some way can be a diversion. Probably, why some therapists and the like really throw themselves into their jobs because e.g. want to avoid dealing with anything in their own lives at all. Ok, yes I remember a night class classmate I chatted with on my way home long ago who indeed wants to major in psychology partially for that reason. I hope she is either on her way or now working in the field.


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Old 05-14-15, 02:51 PM   #53
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Again, I agree. Seems like the world is tailor-made for those who aren't cursed with a conscience or self awareness and that the assholes always do seem to win. Some days I can "roll with the punches" some days it pisses me off.
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Old 05-15-15, 05:16 AM   #54
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Assholes don't always have to win with their hollow victories. I only respect good people who actually shock everyone else with their deserved wins.

It would be interesting if one day all the good people would have banded together and would have decided to stop worshipping and working for worthless people. It can happen, I mean monarchy used to be widespread but that has changed. Most likely not in this lifetime.
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Old 05-31-15, 02:41 PM   #55
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It has been so different for the past few weeks.
Realizing how awful and weak some people are.
Also how not everyone is beautiful inside.
How truly unsupportive some people can be.
I tried so hard to cope with everything.
I am trying to be strong again in case someone approaches in emotional need
Some days I cannot believe that I had conquered them
Mostly other days I just simply fall apart like just now.
I did not want to wake up today.
I wanted to keep sleeping as today was the first time I had a neutral dream and wanted to stay there.
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