Hi I'm sorry to hear about your friend situation. Some people don't need to socialise as much as others, I know I'm a bit like that, socialising wears me out a bit.
My condition has led to me being very lonely at times. I still don't have many friends, in fact I have two good friends and that's really it! I don't go out with a big group I mostly catch up over lunch just go out on a Saturday to show everyone I'm still alive lol
It's never too late to make friends. Anyway you may find the love of your life sooner than you think. All you have to do is join in with things, clubs, support groups. I wish there was a support group near me for mental heath but I'm in a bit of a rural area. Id like to offload stuff.
What have you been up to this weekend blacksheep? What type of things are you interested in?