Originally Posted by lucid lunacy
I'm not selfless in any way, I'm quite the opposite actually. Perhaps at some point i'll take the time to go in detail about it but right now, the only thing I feel like doing is stay in bed and wait for time to go by. For now, let's just say that no one who has ever met me has considered me as such and none ever will. I just don't want to think about it right now.
Distractions just aren't working anymore. I need to set this right this year, it's been too long.
Ok I guess we will have to agree to disagree. At least on here you have given the impression that you are not at the very least with someone you really cared about. Even if you go into detail to prove otherwise at some point, you are truly not completely the opposite. Really, I have met, encountered and even dated very to incredibly selfish, unsupportive, cowardly (not always in the sense that they don't know what to do but make no effort etc.), and truly uncaring (that includes those who act caring on the outside but truly who are not) people almost all of my life, and unfortunately more of them will be in my way in the future especially to ensure that I won't succeed in the smallest of ways and share it with others so they can in turn gain much more success than I ever could.
However, I can or can try to empathize the feeling of just wanting/feeling like staying in bed and nothing more. Also that you wanting to set things straight.
All I want to do is to definitely apologize if I wasn't much help. I just wished that things were better for you LL
I know we all do here.