Long ago, intentionally or not, and want to smash their face in with a brick. Some I have posted about here, some are from even before.
Adding to my already untrusting nature of other people, I don't trust anyone anymore, and yet still feel alone. (I'd have expected to give up by now and just live my life as a hermit and not feel anything) All the bad things they said keep playing over and over in my head. I want to ruin their lives one by one. I'm probably nothing more than a bug on a windshield to them, so why do I keep dwelling?
More importantly how do I stop the violent thoughts?
People say time heals all wounds. How long is this supposed to take? Sure its not as frequent as before, but when it hits, it hits pretty hard.