For a while, I've been having anger over various things. I feel angry about the way people treat each other, some things people have said or done to me, and situations in my life. I hate the fact that there's racism, homophobia, sexism, and hate in general in this world. Sometimes, people will try to justify this. Mistreating people seems "acceptable" to TONS of people. That is one reason why I feel disgusted.
Another reason why I feel so disgusted with humanity is this "sense" of apathy or indifference that I notice. I'm not sure if it's just me, or if this is true. But it seems like a lot of people are apathetic and indifferent about so many things in life. For example, I notice indifference when it comes to social issues. I tend to be more outspoken than my peers. Sometimes, I feel like I don't fit in because of how outspoken and passionate I can be at times. Also, I realize that most people (face-to-face) don't seem to care about your problems. I lean towards the internet because people seem to have more compassion here.
Another reason: people just make me angry. I'm a very angry person. I had a mental health counselor who really pissed me off about a few months ago. I haven't been able to let go of this. He said some things I didn't like. I remember walking pass him and I waved at him but he said nothing.
Sometimes, people don't always piss me off but situations have a way of pissing me off. If I see an "unlucky" number or time on the clock (I have a problem with OCD), that'll piss me off.
There are a million things that I want to say but I'll stop here. So, how about you? Can you relate? Any advice? Any thoughts? Any stories?
There are millions of things that I want to say but I'll stop right here.