I did find myself within the on and offness of alcohol and marijuana usage, but I need this sobriety lifestyle to execute better, and to vibrate on the higher frequencies needed to achieve the bigger aspirations; my substance abuse was either sinking me or limiting me to mediocrity at best. I never had a strong support system or network. I'm a cowboy, and loners are guaranteed to fail if they are weak hearted or weak minded. I'm neither, usually, but when I slip, I fall hard and break a bone; sober, I can tango and not miss a beat or step and move in perfect rhythm. And I believe in myself and my abilities to create life changing money and lifestyles so fuck all the dumb shit.