My brother committed suicide when he was only 14 years old.
I was 12 when my brother decided to end his life. Now at 25 years of age I realize I cant ignore the loss and pain I have suffered. I have existed in able medicated state since his death. I choose to suffer in silence, pertending evrything was fine, trying to stay strong for the sake of my parents.
I have been in survival/denile mode, that was the best I could do at the time. I now feel it is time to face the cold hard truth. I am ready to work through the grief anger, shame, ect so I can begin to forgive and move on with my life.
I am toying with the idea of writing a book. I want to share my story, if for no there reason get everything out.
Would others be willing to share their experiences and collaborate with me in such a way?