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Old 01-04-07, 12:07 AM   #11
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She has hurt me alot but somehow I think I still love her. Its hard for me to admit at times but I do still love her. I want her to knwo I love her but what I really want is an apoloy for all she has done and no matter ow much I tell her I love hr I dont think I will get what i really wnt.

I know some peopel do recover from this but because she waited these past few months it is bad and tey are gonna try treatment but they arnt to reassuring about it because she waited so long to get it checked out. She may recover but I dont know
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Old 01-04-07, 12:17 AM   #12
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you are a really awesome person, punk. she is very lucky to have you.
i think you are right on target, you just need to give it a little time like you were saying. if you want to go talk to her, that would be a very good thing to do. these kinds of things have a way of changing people, completely, forever. seriously, she might totally surprise you with an unexpected response, and she might not. you have to prepare yourself for whatever outcome might happen. we are here for you to support you during this time.
have you had a chance to talk with your other family members, or with aj, about this at all?
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She might suprise me with an apology but I really doubt it. I dont think she has realized how much she has hurt me.

I havent talked to any other family members about this yet. My dads asleep he didnt even wake up when the phone rang. I dont even know if my mo will tell my older sister who lives out here also. They dont talk much anymore.

I havent talked to AJ yet he is not online and its to late to call his house. I wish I could call him. I wish he could come and get me and wake me up from this nightmare. But no I ahvent talked to anybody but you guys about this.

Thank you guys for being here with me and helping me I cant do this alone thank you
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Old 01-04-07, 12:25 AM   #14
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punk, im glad we can be here for you, and im always happy to talk to you, about anything. i hope you are able to talk with your family and aj soon though, because you really need lots of support through this. i am worried about you. are you going to be ok tonight?
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I think Im gonna call AJ tomorrow because I really need to talk I need him right now. Im trying to be okay. Im trying reak hard. Im crying so much right now. I wasnt ready for this. It wont sink in I am I dont know all I can say is that im trying to be okay. Im sorry if I have you worried I didnt mean to make you worry Im freaking out right now. I considered calling AJ but that will get him in trouble so I dont think I will.

Why cant this all just be one nightmare
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Old 01-04-07, 12:34 AM   #16
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Dreamer, you're so much better at this tonight...
I'm sorry about all this, Punk. It's a lot to deal with and it's okay that you don't know how just yet. You will find your way.
We're here to chat in the meantime.
Might I be predictable and suggest you write "AJ" (or your Mom) a letter to get things out, explain them to yourself?
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Old 01-04-07, 12:37 AM   #17
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I might write a letter to my mom but I dont think I will be able to send it out. Its not gonna be a good note its probably gonna be a note she wshould read but I dont tink I can send it out. Again I say thank you guys for being here to help it means alot. I tink you guys are whats keeping me sane right now.
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Old 01-04-07, 12:38 AM   #18
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punk you dont have to apologize, i just care about you and i get concerned. its not your fault at all.
you know, i think if you were to call aj theres a good chance he would not get in trouble considering the circumstances. you really do need the support, you just found out your mom has a serious illness for gods sake, if his parents are remotely nice people they should understand. its not like this sort of thing happens every day. you have a right to call upon your friends when you're going through a crisis, and that's what this is, its a crisis. what do you think?
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Im still considering it considering that he is at his dads house and his dad is prety nice to me. I might call him but I dont know if he will even be able to understand what im saying through my mumbles form crying. I cant stop crying. Your right this is a crisis I might call him but I just dont knwo right now. If I can stop crying I migt call him but this crying seems to have no end tonight.

Thank you for caring that means alot
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yeah, Punk - I meant a letter to yourself - the top just claims to be for someone else, so you have a reason to write...
Any way we can help...
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