First time poster. Sorry if this is violating forum etiquette or something, I just don't know what to do at this point.
She's convinced suicide's the only way her life's going to end. She knows there are other possibilities, and things could get better, but she doesn't care. The way she's described it she's just... tired.
We both struggle with depression, and I've been there, y'know, I get how it is to be in that dark a place, but I don't know what to say to help. I'm terrified she's going to just disappear one day, and it's gotten my anxiety going crazy. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to help. When someone's this okay with it and resigned to it, how are you even supposed to approach it...? It's a long distance friendship, so it's not like I can do anything about it in real life. I've tried contacting the suicide hotline, and they didn't have anything to say I hadn't already tried. She can't afford a psychologist. My other friends who are aware of the situation keep telling me I'm doing everything I can, but that doesn't make this fear go away. I can't stop looking for some sort of miracle solution I know isn't there, and I don't know what else to do.