I'm sorry to hear you're going through this.
I am a listener not a talker too (except I ramble in writing!). With therapists/psychologists I feel worse after being with them and going over the past. Now I do have a psychiatrist I feel that actually listens to the words and doesn't just have a set answer, it's much better.
For you, I think the best thing might be to write down how you're feeling, be honest with all, and give this to them on their next visit. Writing on paper for me is horrible, on the internet different, but still, if you find things difficult to articulate when they are there in person, it is I think the best way to get across what you need to say.
I really hope you can feel better and you are a fighter, I've seen your other posts before but I think we've not talked previously. They are trying to help you, but to pass this test you need to work a little at the parts which are more difficult for you.
Sincerely, I hope you will be back on your feet and doing well soon