Wondering what do you guys/girls think?
It's not that I'm rich wanting to go private,
but I once gone to the government clinic and they were like nope you don't have any problem.
Gone through counseling therapy twice at my school's clinic already, not really help. Relapse in then end.
And my country doesn't have an asylum for me check in==''
I'm thinking of updating my passport (expired for ages)
and go to thailand (cheaper) or nepal to be a monk for few month,
maybe that will clear up my mind
Though I'm not really into Buddhism.
Will any church accept me for a few months (though this seems less likely than being a monk)