I don't know what to do, I feel like I should just let it break my heart and move on, but there are times I can't let go
I haven't seen her for a few years now but I do love her very much and I wouldn't do anything to hurt her, but I did look her up on Facebook and have been temped to reach out to her, but am I being selfish in doing so? I don't want to cause any trouble for her and would my reason to do so be genuine? or just out of selfishness?
anyway I thought my rant here would either make me feel better because its off my chest or worse, i needed to express something cause it hurts bad knowing I can't be with her and the feeling I can't close this chapter