Going to therapy has been one of the things I can't seem to go to. I don't want to go to the trouble of finding the right therapist for me, because I hate being told I'm going to do something great or I'm holding myself back or that I could try stepping out of my comfort zone. Another thing is that I don't need be reassured that everything is fine. I'm not even sure I know what I want out of therapy...
The one thing that seems to be bugging me to go, is to try medication. Even with that, I can't seem to bring myself to go. 2 or 3 yrs ago, I tried going to a guidance counselor and she recommended me to a public hospital therapist (is that even correct? she did that because i didn't want to go somewhere expensive) and I chickened out.
I'm still dependent on my aunt, financially, and I don't want her to be worried or spend more on me. Maybe if I manage to get a job and save up a bit, I'd probably force myself to go to one.