I feel that I am the unluckiest individual on the face of the planet. I have several chronic conditions and I seem to have more and more problems each day. I have a new problem now where I feel that my skin is burning. Could be a reaction to the Tramadol could not be. I stopped the med and still have the symptoms of burning. I was taking it for Sleep Related Eating Disorder in which I eat in my sleep while sleepwalking. Now I have had to stop the med I am back to the behaviors in the night. This is the only med that has worked in ten years I have had this disorder and it is taken away from me due to a rare side effect of this medication from which I still have the side effect despite not taking it. I became unemployed because of this medication to get mentally healthy and now I am back to square one after working on myself for the last four months. I cannot deal with life anymore. I have no resiliency left....what a waste of my life....I get closer to ending it each day now to the point where I have ideas of it, picturing etc. Why can't my family have disowned me it would be a lot easier to go through with it. I am so depressed.

Did you try talking to your doctor about your problems?

Dont feel like that, your life definitely isnt a waste! Dont end your life, life is the most precious thing people have after love. There are people that care about you, if not, you should know that i care. I also sometimes have suicidal thoughts, but you got to endure them, there is always a beautiful side of life its just that sometimes it is hard to see it. I will cheer for you. :)

want things to get better for you ((((hugs))))

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