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Old 02-02-13, 11:55 PM   #1
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Hi, thanks for taking the time to read this. Lately I've been really depressed. I'm 22 years old and live with my parents. I was homeless for a year. I graduated high school too late. I have nothing, every day I spend sitting inside and I feel like life is just flying by while I do NOTHING. My skills are behind everyone else's. I found out I have asperger's, a form of autism. I'm the most forgetful person I know. For example, I used to pack boxes at a warehouse. We had to change stickers on boxes sometimes and too often I'd forget to put a sticker on, I tried so hard every time to remember, but still I'd put the wrong sticker on or completely forget to put a sticker on altogether. I'm just plain dumb, stupid mistakes I can't even remember what sticker to put on a box. I think it could either be my asperger's or maybe I just have so much negativity in the back of my head so I make mistakes.

I'm 22 years old and have nothing. I have extreme anxiety, no friends, no money, no car, no life, no job anymore, and I feel like it's too late to go out and enjoy life. Everybody I went to school with is going to have their bachelor's degree by now, they're all smart and have friends.

I've been contemplating suicide for a bit now, I've almost tried once, but I've never had the guts to do actually follow all the way through with it yet. I don't know what to do. I want to move to Chicago and go to college and have a life but I feel like I've been left in the dust by everyone already. I don't have enough money to get a place to live, drive to college, etc. I don't know how to do it. And if I can't do it then I don't see a point in living anymore. I can't take the feeling of having no friends. And I can't take the feeling that asperger's is keeping me from doing everything I've wanted to do. I truly think I'm getting close to being done with it all. My stomach is in my throat right now. I'm so depressed that I feel sick.

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Old 02-03-13, 05:06 AM   #2
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Suicide is not the answer. If you are unable to work, you may qualify for disability. Go to your local employment office and talk to them about the problems you have when you do work. They may know of something else that you could try or they may tell you to see about getting on disability. Wishing you the best of luck.

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