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Old 07-21-14, 02:21 AM   #1
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And ehh I've had thoughts and attempts before. Life has genuinely never been shittier. I mean yea life is pretty much bottomed out. Since you've last heard from me (for people who have been here a while)

- I Lost my wife about a year ago after she was cheating for 6 months or more and for the most part I didn't even know it until real close to the end
- I got kicked out and moved into an 800 USD a month hotel.
- I lost my job and now I'm staying at my ex's house
- She's with another guy now and he's always over here and it's almost like it's cool I'm on so many psych meds I want her back but I don't want to start a fight and make my former neices/nephews think I'm a monster
- I'll probably be homeless by the first of August

Now's a pretty good time for me, I mean jobs aren't hiring Target was supposed to hire me but is bullshitting I'm putting on longsleeve to hide my tattoos and going in the morning. But honestly when I wake up, and sometimes I oversleep because of this, I just feel like dying, like why didn't I die in my sleep, why couldn't I sleep longer, why can't I just sleep, oh God I hate going to sleep because I'll wake up in the morning and still be here.....

I hate going to sleep because when I wake up I'M STILL HERE!
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Old 07-21-14, 04:38 AM   #2
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Hey venom, seems like the roads been rough. I wish I could say i had a list of programs to help you but they have been cutting those left and right.

You need to get away from your ex. You better than her. I had a woman who cheated on me too, every time I turned around she was sleeping with some one. It messed me up. I had to learn to trust mousey. We are still great BTW. Now that I have mouse and i look back at my ex and say what was i doing, what a loser. I realize now the only reason I was with her was because I was desprite. This was my high school sweet heart. I hated her for what she did, but I thought it was the best I could do.

Don't sell your self short, you can do better, there is someone better for you. Sorry about the job. i would say see if you can collect disability from S.S but mousey has been trying to for 6 years now they keep saying no. And they are trying to take mine away.

So yeah i feel you with all the crap coming down. It can't rain all the time right. One day the son will shine us poor and weary, broken and beaten, step on and forgotten about. Keep looking to the son because it takes a way the dark. :)

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that's great to hear about you and mousey crimson thanks
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hey there venom, so sorry to hear about your situation, i agree with crim's the best thing you can do for yourself is get away from her as soon as you can do it without being on the streets, lots of hugs for you and great luck in finding a decent job.
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I would rely on the government in every way imaginable if I were you. I know a guy who used to be homeless, had no family, no friends, barely enough money to get around town or to eat. The government and his church gave him the hookup!
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It would depend on your area, but I'm sure there's something out there for you. Many cities have "housing first" plans to deal with homelessness, meaning they will just get you into housing asap rather than risk adding another person to the homeless population, but it varies from one state/city to another.

If you have ANY money you could try craigslist or even see if someone is open to letting you rent a room for trade or something, just be very careful.

There's also non-profits out there that help with rent/deposit if they think the client will be able to get back on their feet quickly enough.

Try and see what services are available in your area. If you aren't sure where to look try a church or call the mayor's office (or equivalent for your city), they might be able to point you in the right direction.

Also, are you able to file for unemployment insurance?
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