I've spent the last fifteen years of my life in and out of doctors offices and hospitals, because I can't stop having seizures. I've had lots of different drugs in my system, lots of tests, lots of bills, and I've gotten nowhere.
Well, I'm tapped out. After five years I still had some hope, after ten I was still kind of clinging, but now that it's been fifteen, I've lost about everything. I have a nice degree I can't use, a car I can't drive, no independence, and no chance of being able to start a family. (My dad died recently, and that may have been my final straw. No real family left, and my biological clock is a'tickin when I know I can't have, or even adopt, a kid.) When you can drop into having a seizure at any moment, door after door gets closed.
Due to my time in hospitals, I've seen all the others in pain and suffering. I have no desire to continue with this crappy ass life of mine.
I would give ANYTHING for a clean bill of health, but there's nothing can make that happen for me. I've tried n tried n tried.
If you spend enough time in hospitals, I think people would understand why I'm fed up.