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This is a discussion on suicidal attempts within the Suicide forums, part of the Suicide Forums category; today I made 3 attemps of jumping off a bridge into a highway of speeding cars.The first time my friend ...

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Old 06-30-06, 08:36 PM   #1
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today I made 3 attemps of jumping off a bridge into a highway of speeding cars.The first time my friend asked me not 2 jump.so I got down and went 4 a walk.Then I went home parents started arguing all I could think of is dieing.Then my best friend called me and told me that she needed me and that i couldnt leave her.I got back down and called cody.Cody told me he didnt want 2 be my friend anymore.I went back 2 the bridge and found jake there.I have a really bad crush on jake.so i didnt jump jake hugged me.
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This is not good news, kiddo. What's up?
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Old 06-30-06, 09:18 PM   #4
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i dont want to be here anymore. ive lost the only friend i care about. I cant ever have what I want and im tired of being alone all the time.
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it is hard to lose friends, but maybe this was just a temporary fight? give her a day or two to calm down and then call her. i am sure she will be glad to hear from you

i don't know what we are going to do, but we have to figure out how to make your life better. you can't end it, though, grateful. you must understand that it is not an option even if you think it is.
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its the only way to make all the pain go away. And cody is my moms bosss son. what i really want is jake he always makes me feel better.
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so you called your mom's boss's son, right? and he said he didn't want to be your friend anymore? he was probably scared. it wouldn't be easy to know what to do at his age with a suicidal person. i am glad jake was there to help you.

grateful - you have to live through the pain right now
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Old 06-30-06, 09:39 PM   #8
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cody has always been here for me. he cuts to but he wants to help me. I dont want to live through the pain i want it all to end. jakes older then me and in aug. hes moving to florida. ill never see him again.
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sorry about jake moving - that's always rough. i have a close friend moving in august too, to canada, and i hate the thought.

cody cuts too? well you probably really scared him today then. you have to understand that he doesnt know what to do to help you when you are saying you want to die.

we need to focus you on ways to improve your life. i know it's hard, but let's figure it out.
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where are you parents tonight?
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