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Old 09-26-08, 10:13 AM   #31
 
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before I got depressed I was interested in: computer gaming, football(soccer)(enjoyed both playing and watching...was a goalkeeper), basketball, playing xbox, go out with friends etc... but now I can't enjoy them...that sucks...
well...this is your topic...so I don't think that I should just rant about my problems...feels like I've highjacked your topic...sorry for that
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Haha, the way things are, is actually the opposite way! you can talk here in my topic as much as you want, because it helps me too, to talk about nice people like you, about your problems, and mine aswell. That is what i mean about "the joy you get by sharing", i dunno if you have read that chapter in my story?

Well i played alot Nintendo, you know like gamecube and nintendo 64, i watched alot of soccer, i played as a defender, and i was with my friends... but as you can see i experienced alot of bad things... so i just isolated myself, and my friends left, and i lost some of my interest...
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so i know how you feel... i hope we make it through the weekend
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"the joy you get by sharing", i dunno if you have read that chapter in my story?
I've read your story so far...

I also hope we survive the weekend :D

I have an old gamecube...

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Old 09-26-08, 01:17 PM   #34
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I got the new nintendo wii... but im not playing so much on it... gonna go play some CSS now... i will problaly write again here soon when i get a downtrip .... hope we survive
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feeling down again... feel asleep 5:30 am in the morning.... fucking hate it... feeling down again today.... argh.... hate this life
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Old 09-27-08, 07:49 PM   #36
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i feel so down right now :BIGweepy: 20 years and all i have experienced is tortue... pain.. beatings ... :BIGweepy: i have never experienced anything good .... :BIGweepy: ... everytime a doctor, psyciatist, or a residential social worker in Denmark tells me that they wanna help me, they just do the exact opposite :BIGweepy:

The doctors from the hospital said they wanna help... they screwed me up, when i was only 6 years old :BIGweepy: ... i was crying and screaming insanely, and they just punched me in the face and told me to shut the f*** up :BIGweepy:

the residential social workers bullied me and beat me up.... they say they can help, but they beat me up and throw water at me.... everybody i told this to dosn't care... they just do the same.... last time, i had a new residential social worker with me, and he did the same thing :BIGweepy: NOT EVEN MY OWN FUCKING MOM CARES :BIGweepy: JESUS CHRIST, WHY DOES PEOPLE IN DENMARK KEEP CONTINUE TO BULLY ME, TORTUE ME, BEAT ME UP, AND OTHER CRUEL THINGS SUCH AS FORCING ME TO TAKE PILLS THAT DESTROYED MY LIFE :BIGweepy: I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE, I WANNA DIE :BIGweepy: PLEASE GOD KILL ME :BIGweepy: OR I KILL MY SELF .....
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Old 09-28-08, 06:34 AM   #37
 
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((((((((((HUGS))))))))))
you're 20... you should not kill yourself... you have so much to live for...the thing that ure seeking can be one week away...
hope you're still fighting...

and Im really sorry for not being on yesterday if you needed someone 2 talk 2...

I know the world has been cruel to u...I hope that you hope(if that makes sense)
try to be strong and keep on fighting...
You're a rly nice person...you're an understanding person...
I wanna be your friend...

hope you survive
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))) )))))))))))))

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thanks ... :BIGweepy: i love you guys :BIGweepy: i still feel a little down though... last night was so hard for me .... :BIGweepy:
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I apologize. Why? Because everyone have a sad story. And speaking a little of me, i quite lose the confidence of people, I'm not buying it the hole story, there is something that doesn't fit. Of course, I strongly suggest you not to belive in me, or even listen. If it happen to be true, your quite brave, and I envy you. You will be a heir on heaven while I root on hell. Don't give up, you are winning so far.
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