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Old 06-22-20, 10:06 PM   #1
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I had a breakdown while drunk. I posted something on FB that i shouldnt. Few concerned people, but all in all, ones i care about dont care about me. BUt its sill of me to expect them to care when i dont care about myself
Its silly really, alcohol effect passed me, but i still feel bad. But i also feel crystal clear. I realized that my nightmare of being fully alone is a reality for quite some time now. I also know for quite some time that my dreams arent gonna come true.
Its 5am here and honestly, i am gonna live this day to fullest. I prepared the note on my PC, it consoles me to know that its there. Time to spend some money and give myself a proper exit? IDK really... Its a hard decision to make... I just wish i had anyone with me... anyone...
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Old 06-23-20, 08:58 AM   #2
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Hello there. I remember you.

Sorry to hear you aren't doing so well.

I won't preach to you but, drinking only makes things worse. That is why I quit drinking a few years ago.

You are all alone? Being alone/lonely sucks. I know myself how that feels.



I hope you feel better today. Road Ratt
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