I'm not cut out for life.. I have too many problems, so much pain.
no one cares for me.. everyone just wants to give me a hard time. i've tried, so hard to find some happiness but all i see is pain.. and more pain...
life is so boring.. I just want the pain to stop now

i care...

(((((((((((((((darkestlight)))))))))))))))

darkestlight I know the feeling of just wanting to end life, believe me I know, it's not a pleasant feeling, it's extremely painful but that feeling will pass you've got to believe that, im going through my own desires to end my life right now but I keep fighting and you've got to also, it won't last forever.

I'm so stressed out i can't sleep ;( I want this all to end.

Death is starting to look like paradise.

Please hold on ! Seek some help,talk to us,you are not alone on the Titanic. When totally down there is usually an upward movement afterwards. You are no exception of that. So please keep on going ,don't let desperation win.

Yes.. I am alone, actually.. No one understands how much I hurt.. how much I worry. ;/ but it doesn't matter... nothing matters now

you matter..

(((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))

This phrase caught my attention. I can understand/relate to how you're feeling. However, you DO matter! You matter to the people that care for you the most; here! I realise it's not the same as being in person. Just know that you're in other people's thoughts/prayers & we are here for you; always.

I'm feeling the same way righht now. One thing that caught my attention is when you said death is a paradise compared to this. I had the same thoughts. But death means you never feel anything again, good or bad. Let's get through this together.