First semester of university ended.... i got a 1.75 gpa. I called other universities to see if i could get a fresh start and i got the reply "We cannot accept you because your gpa is too low, please try to increase it and then reapply." I hate my life, i wasted money and going into the second semester with freaking nothing. I'm trash at everything i do and i there is nothing that goes to help me? People on the internet says it gets better, but i think it got worse as basically this is the only university that accepted me. I don't care to attention and i'm pretty sure the world would be better of without me, as i'm wasting my parents money like this, getting into debt with loans and not helping anyone in the world. So i ask you is suicide the way out, and if not what is?

Suicide isnt the answer. There are a lot of details I dont know about you or your situation but I can tell you about my education experiences.

When I was young I used to struggle with math. I had to be taken out of class to go to a special math class for struggling learners. It was embarrassing. No one would have ever guessed that I would become a really good electronics technician as an adult (lots of math in electronics.)

The thing was I was smart but I wasnt interested in learning what they were teaching. I just wanted to feed my high-powered imagination with toys and fantasy instead. So I didnt apply myself and struggled to learn. And since I wasnt interested, I didnt pay much attention either.

It wasnt until I got older, more experienced in life, and more mature that I started getting interested in academia. Now I study just for fun and to learn new trades to better my financial security.

The first thing I would suggest is to self-examine yourself and figure what you like to do and try to find a field of study that fits closest to it. Because the more you like your job the better you will be at it and the better your life will be also.

Another thing to think about is sometimes its the teacher or the school that is at fault. Some people cant teach and shouldnt be teachers. Good teachers are supposed to be able to explain to students in a way that they can easily understand the material. Believe it or not, some teachers dont even know the material themselves. Its very possible that you could succeed at another school or with better teachers. I have dropped out of schools that I didnt like and succeeded at other schools that I did like.

One thing you should know is that life has a lot of options to choose from. Maybe going to school isnt something you should do right now. Maybe you could join the military or get a job instead.

Some people have learning disabilities. If you do, maybe you can find a program designed for people with learning disabilities. If the problem is not paying attention, maybe you can take a class for that.

You make a good point about some teachers not being good as other, but the problem is university don't really give two sh*ts about the professors as long as they teach something to at least one student who gets a 90 or whatever. The next problem you is
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I understand their are other options, but how am i going to convince my parents that university isn't right for me? Going to join the military sounds good and all, but if you looked at me in person, I'm as skinny and short as they come with no muscle either. I would probably do just as bad in the military and if not screwed something up to get kicked out. Getting a job sounds nice approach, but with the recent increase in the minimum wage i think i'm out of luck.

I don't have a learning disability i'm roughly 99% sure, but i feel that writing an exam worth anywhere from 20-50% of your mark is a little rough and usually causes me to break down inside. I'm fine with the in class stuff, and to be honest i'm usually the one asking questions too.

You bring up good points don't get me wrong but with everything adding up, I'm not sure if suicide is the only way out because everything seems to be blowing up in my face.

I went to a few different schools. I went to a technical college that didnt require writing papers. And then I went to a university that was mostly all writing. I hated writing papers and didnt feel that I was learning as much that way that would make me marketable. Personally, I think the university was a scam and waste of time and money. But my technical school was great. I enjoyed it and learned valuable skills for a job.

Most community colleges or technical colleges dont require much writing. Something like auto technician would require almost no writing. Maybe youre a hands-on kind of person. Theres no shame in that. Your parents should understand that you are in the process of discovering yourself. When youre young, sometimes you dont know exactly what youre good at or what you want to do. Maybe you could take an aptitude test to determine this.

Just dont give up. Keep trying new things until you find your niche.