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Old 12-06-11, 05:52 AM   #1
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I've woken up today really scared. I am going to be on my own for the first time since Friday and I've got the whole day to deal with. I still can't get these suicidal thoughts out of my head.

Please stop, stop, STOP.

I feel really weak and tearful, please please help.
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Old 12-06-11, 06:30 AM   #2
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Hi buttercup1...Welcome to TTL

I hope your doing OK...
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Old 12-06-11, 07:11 AM   #3
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Hi Buttercup.
Is it possible to call someone you know? Coming on here and talking to people is a good step, it may make things easier for you. But even better to actually call someone - better still to be with someone, but if that's not possible, then that's ok. Can I suggest calling a hotline linked to where you're situated? That might help quite a lot - to get professional help, company and friendliness.
Take care, try to relax, and just reach out if you need help :)
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Old 12-06-11, 01:29 PM   #4
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Thanks ((((TrollMongo)))) and ((((FundamentalNail.))))

I got myself in such a state that I rang the Samaritans. They spoke and made a lot of sense but it hasn't changed anything.

I can't eat, concentrate of even function normally. I have an appointment with my P tomorrow and I'm scared he will admit me into hospital. Everything scares me at the moment and I can't even imagine myself feeling any differently. Life is just hopeless.
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Old 12-06-11, 03:12 PM   #5
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Sorry to hear your in so much pain. :(
I can relate to ur feelings. I used the Samaritans once and at theatre moment in time it helped me. But then I went back to feeling how I did before I called them.
I just wanted to point out something which maybe will make u feel a tiny bit better. You posted this morning saying you had a whole day to get through, and didn't no if u could. But here you are now, all those hours later. At the end of another day. I no it's only a small thing and I'm sorry if it means nothing and I should just stop talking. But when I feel that bad I take the smallest of achievements and try to feel a little bit proud of myself. Even if it is just to go out somewhere and come back by myself. Or just managing to go to work for a few hours. Sometimes looking at the small achievements can encourage you to try and little bit more.


I hope things pick up for you
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Sorry at the beginning that was supposed to say, at that moment in time it helped me.
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Old 12-09-11, 07:48 AM   #7
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Thanks Poppy411,

I can see the logic in claiming every achievement and I hadn't actually seen that one till you mentioned it. YES,I did get through the day, yipee.

I don't want to be here anymore but I'm just too weak.

So very tired
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Old 12-15-11, 05:18 PM   #8
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i have those same days where just the thought of getting on a train or going the supermarket just scares me,i believe everyones staring at me thinking how ugly i am and i just cant wait to get home and get back to my own world im just pretending to have a life right now i feel lost
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