Both of you. I'd say, you both had good ideas. NSD seemed to be more along the lines of, meditation didn't work. I'd agree. You seemed to agree also on that. Too bad though, because I was hoping mediation was the answer, and I just wasn't doing it correctly. Still hoping that, actually.
As far as you SensualGirl, You know I don't judge, and I say, hell go for it. You are without doubt correct about being a loner. Trust me, not at all the way I used to be. You'd be shocked if you knew my past. I was outgoing. Just hurt so badly, that I folded. I wonder if its possible to go from loner, to outgoing again.
But, we should support NSD here. So I'm wondering what his thought are on this