Throughout my 27 years of life, I have had one obstacle after the next. Each obstacle proved to be more difficult than the last and each time I've asked what's the point of continuing on. I'm single with no children, no close familial ties. I've filed for bankruptcy and I work just to drive a car to get to work to go home to sleep so that I can go back to work so that I can afford the car to get to work and the apartment to sleep in so that I'm rested enough to go back to work. Every day I ask myself what is the point? If I was gone, the impact would be minimal and I would no longer be in pain. To date, I've been having thoughts of just ending it all. Which isn't beyond my norm. But the past few days in the face a severe heartbreak, I've been thinking more about how I would do it. It's all crossed my mind. I don't want to continue hurdling for the rest of my life facing anymore hardships. I understand that it's a part of life, but how much can one person endure? I've reached out to a few of the people closest to me and they just brush it off as I will get through it with time. No one understands that I have ALWAYS thought that my life is worthless. I've been losing my appetite, I stay awake until the early morning hours and only sleep for about 4 hours before I'm up again. I feel shattered. I feel like giving up.