I dont see point living in this world , whats the point ?
I was thinking before but not so serious as i am thinking now about death and suicide . What is a goal, everythink and everyone are corruputed,evil, there is little justice,love and righteous left in this world . Im not a good person but im not a bad either im mostly neutral person with both good and bad sides, with both good and bad intentions but mostly good ones.
I dont see really a point in this life living neither from religion view nor from evolutionary view. When i said religion view i meant on God giving life and he is one taking it and when i said evolutionary view i was thinking about having kids,wife living life for better of further generation in future. But i dont see point here i believe in afterlife but not from religion belief for example : some old guy called God waiting for us in Heaven to punish us ( no insult to religion people here ) .
I hate both this world and certain part of myself . I dont see why should i suffer here, waste my time,my patience,my love,my justice and righteous for this world and in this world . I dont see point living nor do i have goal to accomplish in this life from my view and standars this life for me is uselless i dont know what to do like i said i was thinking before about suicide but never in a way im thinking right now im very more more serious now than before i dont have any will nor goal to have girlfriend,children,wife,sex,money,cool car,cool looks and so on.. I dont care about that i dont care about this life i dont see point like i said before living this life i dont have point+goal in this life to accomplish. I dont know what to do and how to do but im really consider doing suicide to kill myself for good of myself .