I spent all day thinking about suicide, so much that I couldn't focus in any of my classes today. This isn't normal, right? I mean, most people don't think like this, right? I've been trying to ignore it because I have a shitload of stuff to do and I really can't afford to be distracted like this, but that's not really something that you can just ignore.
I feel like an idiot, worrying that feeling
suicidal will hurt my ability to do
schoolwork. It's almost funny, reading back over this