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Old 11-17-12, 06:20 PM   #1
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I'm sorry if nobody wants to hear me bitch again, but I need some place to talk and I'm not sure where else to go...

I don't know what to do. I've been homeless, and I've never felt as lost as I do now. I just... what's the point? When you're unlovable and are fucking doomed to die alone and bitter, why keep going? I know that no girl would ever settle for someone as broken as me, I'm damaged beyond any hope of repair. All I've ever wanted out of life was for someone, anyone, just one fucking person, to love me. Love me for who I am, but I'm starting to think that I don't deserve it. If it hasn't happened yet, why would it ever happen.

I turn nineteen this year, and I've already ruined my life. I don't see the proverbial light at the end of the tunnel. It goes, and goes, and goes, and then it drops off at a ninety degree angle and plummets straight into the Goddamn ground. I'm so afraid of being alone. I can't even put it into words, I need someone to give me a reason to keep going, because I hate myself too much to do it on my own.


Anyway... I'm sorry I'm making another thread after my last one got ignored by everyone, I just haven't found anywhere else to let it out and I know nobody in my life wants to listen...
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Old 11-17-12, 06:22 PM   #2
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I'm sorry about your situation. I really hope things get better for you :) I really, really do. Tell me anything you want and I'll listen.
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Old 11-17-12, 07:04 PM   #3
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I'm sorry about your situation. I really hope things get better for you :) I really, really do. Tell me anything you want and I'll listen.
That means a lot to me... thank you. I'm too drunk and cried out to feel these feels I feel, but I just wanted to let you know that I sincerely appreciate you being willing to listen to my problems. Not many people are, and knowing that at least one person, somewhere, might actually read what I'm saying... it just makes me feel a little bit more human, and that's something I desperately needed.
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I'm glad. Just tell me if you ever want to talk and I'll listen. Hold in there, honey :)
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Old 11-18-12, 04:15 PM   #5
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Hi Gaslight . Keep talking... people are here listening to you. This is a good place to be able to vent or ask questions... we hear you! Please don't apologize for making threads - make as many as you want, okay? That's what TTL is here for! Express yourself

Sorry if a thread of yours didn't get responses - that does happen sometimes. People may read them but don't know what to say, or don't feel comfortable responding. And sometimes it just takes longer for responses to come. I know that can be discouraging

I'm sorry that you are feeling unloveable ... but you do deserve love! I know it seems that it won't happen, but we just never know with things like that. You may be very surprised one day when you don't expect it.
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