so i've been a NEET for almost 6 years now, doing NOTHING except getting up, getting on the computer to watch videos and play games etc., eating some snacks, then going to bed usually at some ungodly hour (it varies all the time), and repeating the process ad nauseam.
the first few years were okay and i still felt like i had time ahead of me, but now at 22 i feel like i'm trapped and am too far behind to even warrant trying to get out of this mess.
i've never really had any goals or motivations in life, despite being above average intelligence, my autism made me depressed and dysfunctional around other people.
i've also picked up a health problem in my testicles along the way which has ended up giving me chronic pain and atrophying them, leading to low testosterone (yet the doctors all deny this).
assuming i get the health issue under control, what should i even do?
i have no clue, i feel helpless and like i am an overgrown child.. i can't keep going on like this but i also don't know what to do as a depressed autist with no qualifications or anything.
i don't think a forum post is going to save me either, but i'll be happy to be proven wrong.