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Old 02-09-13, 05:45 PM   #1
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A very confusing and difficult issue suicide is. I do however understand how one gets to this place. Am I There ? I will leave that up to whom ever wishes to read this. I do not understand a person who wants to announce it. I would think if this is a chosen path then a decision of that magnitude would have been made with much thought and commitment. I would think one would not want people to pity, feel sorry for or take turns at trying to talk someone out of there decision. Yet it seems that is what the majority does. So is it a matter of not really wanting this and really wanting a push in the opposite direction. Lets just say hypothetically, In a matter of less than 2 years my life has become a living hell. All because someone wanted to use their cell phone instead of concentrating on driving. A steady diet of pain meds and just dealing with pain and my life spiraling out of control might put me in just such a position. I can barely make it through a week of work and I feel like I haven't seen the sun shine since I was hit. If it did put me in this position I may face this but still will not know if I truly understand. Does announcing suicide make sense or does it even need to once a person has made up their mind ?
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Old 02-09-13, 09:06 PM   #2
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I can only speak for myself, but I originally came here for support.

I was coming out of depression, but still occasionally had bad days and/or suicidal thoughts. However, my posts were not announcements of intention, so much as request for support, and validation of my feelings.

Sometimes I think it helps just to write it out...get it out of you. Release all the pain, frustration...the hell that you feel your life has become.
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Old 02-09-13, 10:02 PM   #3
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You have come to the right place from what I can see being a newcomer here myself. Talking about one's misery is the first and very important step to face adversities. That sounds so rational and sensible and is soooo difficult,but we all feel that,so please talk to us.
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I agree with Yang and Dc you have to let it out. It isn't easy I still haven't let it out
but I know I have to. Wishing you the best.
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What if when you opened your eyes for the 5th time during the night while trying to sleep you woke up in pain every night. What if you took opiods and were now addicted to them. What if you once could pick up your child and now can't. What if you could walk now but not for long distances. What if there was no answer to improve your quality of life. What if you now effect what everyone around you does with there lives because they need to account for you. It is not a cry for pity it is reality in some peoples lives.
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What if when you opened your eyes for the 5th time during the night while trying to sleep you woke up in pain every night. What if you took opiods and were now addicted to them. What if you once could pick up your child and now can't. What if you could walk now but not for long distances. What if there was no answer to improve your quality of life. What if you now effect what everyone around you does with there lives because they need to account for you. It is not a cry for pity it is reality in some peoples lives.
It doesn't sound like a cry for pity, but for understanding, empathy and support. That is what we do here...we try and provide that.
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