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Old 01-12-13, 06:34 PM   #31
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Old 01-12-13, 06:36 PM   #32
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Hi froze...

I'm sorry :( I have to get back to work...only short break allowed...

Talk later...

If I'm still here
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Old 01-12-13, 06:43 PM   #33
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why do you say your sorry it's your post don't worry about it and dont worry about work
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Old 01-12-13, 11:47 PM   #34
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I'm sorry because I know people put the effort in to posting a reply..and I can't give them a response as soon as I would like to...

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And yes it's my thread, but it's at best, open to all opinions and logic. Otherwise there would be no point posting if I didn't want someone to challenge my views.
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Old 01-13-13, 11:01 AM   #35
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Twin Tigers - I'm sure people understand, more than you may/might think.
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Old 01-13-13, 05:59 PM   #36
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I know...all you lot are awesome for it as well.

I'm very tired right now...in every way....second guessing a lot of stuff at the moment.

I don't know anymore...:(
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Twin Tigers - Try to listen to that inner voice/feeling that we all have and get. I'm sorry to hear you're so tired.
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My inner voices are not helping so much right now...

Because of how my train of thought has been moulded over the years, I always tell myself to challenge every thought. Bad or good, both get challenged and then reason and evidence applied. It's...like I can see a couple of images of myself, each with a different perspective. Just talking and debating. My "inner voice" is not a very good one. It usually just argues. Then gives up and let's all the bad thoughts in.

That's kind of the point I'm at to be honest. I can feel all the bad thoughts...just trying to break down the gate...

I'm so sort of..."don't know" right now because I had this awesome plan, to try to eat right and get fitter and get the body I want. And it's been like two weeks maybe, and I'm already set to give it up completely.

Part of me wants to get a bigger set of muscles to make me feel better about myself. The other is saying I should just try to learn to be comfortable with who I am rather the be something my body structure was not meant to be..

:( and I now keep thinking I'm whining, and shouldn't be wasting your time when there are so many others on here more deserving and in need of it more...

I want to stab my inner voices.
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Also it's probably the case that everyone thinks like this and I'm just trying to make it sound like I'm different which gives myself evidence and reasoning behind my own bad thoughts. Keeping me here in this dark crevice instead of actually being productive..

Ever get the feeling you like being in the dark? It's easier this way...
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Twin Tigers - I should have stated, the inner voice that tells you to keep being strong. I apologize and should have stated it that way.For the eating right & being more fit. We all have our ideal look that we'd love to have. The thing is, to mold and shape our bodies to what we're capiable of & being able to be happy with it. Being happy on the inside is just as important as we view ourselves on the out. For starting out, try not to overwhelm yourself, yet set some (reasonable) goals that you can work on each day. Nothing is done in one day or even a week. Small steps are truly the key to motivating ourselves. Maybe, also, try working on one area of your body and then when that's where you want it move to the next area. Again, small steps and not trying to make so many goals that we fall short of what we truly want to achieve; within.

I don't care for the dark. I enjoy the light. I've been 'kept in the dark' way too much within my own life, so I can relate to what you're saying/feeling. The thing is this; simply put and hope you don't mind. When we allow those dark and unwanted thoughts to consume our lives or within ourselves, we start to be come it. When we keep moving forward and trying to take small steps, then we can eventually start unloading all the darkness and start seeing the light. This place and the people are the light for you in your darkness. Keep talking to us, keep being strong, and we'll keep the light on; always for you dear.
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