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Old 01-05-13, 02:07 AM   #21
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You say your purpose is to help others? You do that here you know! But if you want to do more why don't you sign up to a college course for counselling or something? You don't like your current job, you get some kind of qualification in helping others and use that to find a more worthwhile job that you would enjoy.

You wanted to make yourself better and make improvements throughout this whole year if I remember your previous post correctly. It's only 5th January...you have so much time to make changes. It would be foolish to give up now!

Hang in there tigers, you're worth it
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Old 01-05-13, 09:38 PM   #22
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Am I worth it?

My worth is not visible to me.

I may not have the means to kill myself, but tonight, there's a strong possibility of flooding...
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Am I worth it?

My worth is not visible to me.

I may not have the means to kill myself, but tonight, there's a strong possibility of flooding...
Are you worth it? Absolutely. The fact that I do not know you is insignificant. One person is no less important than another. Although in this moment it may be difficult for you to see beyond the darkness, the potential for what you will achieve in life is limitless.

The passion within you to want to help others is a beautiful one. Such a kind heart could impact the lives of so many other people in the future. You will never even know how many people you inspire as you continue with your journey.
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Old 01-05-13, 10:39 PM   #24
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I'm sitting outside my local hospital. It's closed.

I don't have anything to hurt myself with :(

I wish I had...I wish so much I had taken it from work.. Or that someone can do it for me...anything
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Old 01-05-13, 11:29 PM   #25
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Home now...failed at doing anything...I'm too weak anyway.

Can't sleep...will have nightmares :( have to stay awake and just go to work tomorrow...or today rather...

Why can't I just kill myself ? Why do I have to exist. Why am I still fucking here...god damn it...
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Old 01-09-13, 02:54 PM   #26
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Thoughts coming back. I'm at work. Can't escape until 11 at least.

Today I got a large sum of money from the taxman. Enough to pay a deposit and then some on our house we will be renting.

Yet here I am. Thoughts of everlasting failure and endless regrets.

I need a drink.
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hi TT!
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Old 01-10-13, 09:30 AM   #28
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Hi there Peaches.

Today, I am angry and suicidal. Today was good. But now it is awful.

I feel pointless and useless.

Fuck fucking fuck.
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i feel your pain brother, the feeling of just wanting to find peace
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Old 01-12-13, 06:29 PM   #30
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Hit me hard tonight. Always does these days...I can feel it draining me slowly throughout the day. Trying to fight it off until I lose the will to try anymore. Then it's a tidal wave of nothingness...sweeping across my mind.

I don't know what I am typing this for. I don't know what people can say anymore. I've been on here for ages. Crying the same stories of wolves.

They want me to go out and drink after work. I agreed to just 1.

Maybe after I'll have the courage to go as I have wanted to for so long...
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