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This is a discussion on I wish i was dead within the Suicide forums, part of the Suicide Forums category; I disagree,fromthe heart..your life is not over...i can imagine fighting chronic fatigue and fybriomyalgia is not an easy thing,feeling constantly ...

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Old 11-14-17, 05:30 AM   #291
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I disagree,fromthe heart..your life is not over...i can imagine fighting chronic fatigue and fybriomyalgia is not an easy thing,feeling constantly tired,depression,dark thoughts about yourself..no..my ex neighbour Jenny suffers from your condition,bedridden,difficulty walking,i was a caretaker for her long ago,but she moved,had a nasty divorce going on as well,has constant pain and get injections on her shoulder..but what i like in this lady is that despite being ill and probably stay ill for the rest of her days=she's over 60==she got a life spirit which surprises me,reading your posting it tells me you feel desparate,depressive,we cannot imagine what you're going through on daily basis..I can say pull yourself up,maybe easier said then done,all i wish for you is a ray of hope,moments of positivity and let us know how you feel,we at least maybe can boost up some moral support..the pic in your avatar==is that your cat?
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Old 11-16-17, 05:50 PM   #292
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Thanks for your kind and considerate words, tigerlover. However, with regards to 'hope and positivity'; when you had over 20 years of your young life destroyed you can simply forget about that. It will beat you to your knees. The only time I am doing a bit better is when I am asleep. Then I don't have face life and all of its problems.

Btw you are correct, the cat in the avatar was mine. Unfortunately she passed away a few years ago. She was suffering from diabetes. But she is in a better place now.
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Old 11-25-17, 07:00 PM   #293
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When I look around the world today, I am simply disgusted. So much hate, violence and narcissism. There is laughter about the demise of others, about the misfortune of others. Inflicting pain and terrorizing people for power, money and pleasure. This world is an unspeakable evil place.

I just can't bear watching it anymore. Perhaps I am not cut out for life, I just feel like I don't belong here. I want to escape from not only my troubled life, but also this world. I don't know how much longer I have left, but I hope I will be taken away from this place. So I can finally be at peace, so I can finally be in a better place. Together with my loved ones, in eternal bliss.

My latest sun is sinking fast, my race is nearly run
My strongest trials now are past, my triumph has begun
O come, angel band, o come, around me stand
O bear me away on your snow white wings, to my immortal home
O bear me away on your snow white wings, to my immortal home
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Old 11-27-17, 06:29 PM   #294
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Hi FromTheHeart:

I hate that you are in so much pain on a daily basis. I know how hard life is for you as you describe your feelings so articulately. I feel for you. I know what it is like. I am struggling too. I am glad you express yourself here. BIG
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Old 11-28-17, 05:48 PM   #295
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Hi angie, thanks for the support and the . It's much appreciated.
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