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Old 03-09-20, 01:10 AM   #1
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I can’t say my life situation is worse than ever. It’s not.
But the huge difference between now and any other “bad times” is the lack of hope.
I’ve been trying to create some breakthrough for so long, I’ve exhausted all hope I had, that it’s ever gonna get any better.
It gets tiny better, then much worse, then again little better then much much worse again.
All the trouble is revolving around same things over and over and over...
Looks like I am fixing one aspect of my life, then the other fails hard and it repeats. I can not find a single “solid rock” to rely on, like there is no ground under my feet.

I was laying here and thinking, if only I could donate my life to other people. Someone who has that will to live, who has a good heart, and people they care about.
Have you seen 7 pounds movie?

If not, I could just settle for someone telling me, that eventually it’s gonna be ok...I probably won’t believe it anyways.
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I hope things have gotten better for you.
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Old 04-27-20, 05:59 AM   #3
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What you said really impacted me.
To be honest, It sounds kind of like the plot to a Young Adult novel. Anyway, I thoroughly relate to that feeling. I crave it desperately. I guess I'm just texting because I thought that maybe if you and I were similar in that, what other similarities do you keep inside of your head? This may seem probing, seeing as you don't know who I am. But isn't that the point of this forum??
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Old 04-27-20, 06:05 AM   #4
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Also, Has the irony escaped you?? Six hundred and sixty six posts. I laughed out loud.
I don't know you well enough to be able to tell if you would think this is funny. If you don't, please save me the humiliation and don't reply 😂
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