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Old 04-27-12, 10:59 PM   #31
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I'm not sure about burning to death but I Feel you man. I dont believe in this bipolar disorderCrap. I believe I may have many personality disorders though.
I'm paranoid, borderline and a little antisocial if you have To put a label on me.
Bu the real truh is...I'm just a piece of shit. I don't even care now. I'm tired of lying to myself and others. I'm just a fucked up drug fiend that only cares about myself and I deserve to die cuz I'll always be this way. I'm almost 30 dude... You sound like you might be a young guy so you got hope bro...my ways are pretty much set by now though. I don't think I'll ever change. All these mental disorders are really just an excuse for me...I'm just a fucked up person. Simple.
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Old 04-27-12, 11:09 PM   #32
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An yo... At least youre wanting a painful death...I'm too selfish for that. I want a painless one. You got hope bro. The person that really needs to die in this place is me...but as I said b4 I'm a selfish pos. hear me out bro...even I'M alive. You're probably a much better person than me. So don't feel bad.
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Old 04-27-12, 11:35 PM   #33
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Pos, (I hate to call you that even though that is your username)

You got it. Finally, someone who feels the exact same way I do. Its not bipolar. There's nothing wrong with me personality-wise. I just hate myself. I hate the way I look, the way I sound, the way I do things, just everything. People have told me to learn to love myself and I've truly tried. But there is NOTHING to love about me. I'm just such a waste of everything. I know I sounded calm earlier. But I'm on the brink of suicide now. I'm so close I already feel dead. There is just no reason to keep fighting for my life. What is there to fight for? Things will never get better. If you people only knew the kind of future I'm looking at, there is just no reason to go on living. I've said and done enough in this world, now its time for me to leave. Every second I waste sitting here is just another second of detriment to this world. You people need to seriously stop helping me. You are trying to keep someone alive who doesn't need to be alive.
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Old 04-28-12, 12:08 AM   #34
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Hey I don't kno your current situation so im not gonna say i know how you feel but I've been there bro....enotionally. Yo listen to some happy hip hop. That shit keeps me a bit better. I dunno what to say bro but I feel you man. People sound condescending as fuck... I kno.so I'm not gonna do that to you. All I'm saying is you might not feel this way tomorrow. Up and down up and down...that's life bro. Email me or something...
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Old 04-28-12, 12:47 AM   #35
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Hey I jus realized that I sounded just like the people that thinks thy kno it all and shit. I'm just a lost soul just like you bro. These are just words. Hope you don't take me the wrong way.
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Old 04-28-12, 12:51 PM   #36
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Suicide IS the answer for me. I need to go ahead and spare the world some grief and just put myself down.
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Old 04-29-12, 08:09 PM   #37
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Be pretty cool if I died.
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Old 04-29-12, 08:32 PM   #38
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You wouldn't be conscious of anything, so it wouldn't be anything. Not cool. Just nothing. Forever. Only as long as you're here do you have options and chances.

We'll all be dead eventually. You'll have plenty of eons spent in that state. This is the only time we have to be alive. Heart beating, brainwaves firing, eyes seeing, body moving, hearing, smelling, tasting, thinking, learning... we are amazing beings.

Sorry if this isn't what you want to hear, or if I don't understand (because I honestly don't). But dying is NOT cool, Fornever. It's the exact opposite of cool. Nobody wants to see you do that.
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Old 04-29-12, 09:00 PM   #39
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WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.......noooooooooooo... ..get yourself to a hospital.....and a psychiatrist.....and tell them what your writing on here. God bless you
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Old 04-30-12, 10:45 AM   #40
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Facing facts. I've got nothing to live for. And, not only do I have nothing to live for, but I have everything to die for. My death would instantly make the world that much better of a place. I like to go with the Ebinezer Scrooge philosophy, some people need to die to decrease the surplus population. This world is overpopulated and since I'm not one of the important ones and all I do is fuck everything up, I'm just surplus, in need of dying.
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