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Old 07-09-06, 11:18 PM   #1
 
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Wow, I don't know how to start this, but I think about killing myself alot. Especially in the past month or so. I feel so stupid, I don't even have any good reasons. Everything and everyone seems to push me off the edge. I feel like anything I say is useless. I feel like I'm losing all of my friends because of stupid mistakes that I make, and they get mad at me. Its not like I had that many friends in the 1st place, but it seems like they are all drifting away. Everything just makes me feel shitty and I just want it to stop. I get in fights with anyone who talks to me, and I don't mean to, but I am annoyed at everything. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I don't know why I am even wasting my time on a forum. I dont have good enough problems to be complaining.
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Old 07-09-06, 11:30 PM   #2
 
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actually this sounds more like anxiety then depression to me. Do you feel sort of on edge like you should be doing something but you don't know what it is?
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Old 07-09-06, 11:35 PM   #3
 
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I feel like i just want to leave everyone and everything I know, and go somewhere else...like a fantasy world. When things get bad I go to a place in my mind. Its like a place that I've created for myself. I usually don't sleep, but just lay in bed and think about my fantasy place. Where I wish I could go. Where all my old friends where, and everything was the way it was.
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Old 07-09-06, 11:39 PM   #4
 
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I just can't take it anymore. Goodbye.

Thanks for taking the time to at least listen to me, helperdude.

...No regrets.
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Old 07-09-06, 11:41 PM   #5
 
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i suck

i hope you come back. i hope you reconsider. i hope you are alive.

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Old 07-10-06, 12:35 AM   #6
 
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hey no prob and when you see this tomorrow. really I think it's just anxiety and stress. Find a hobby or something to help relieve the stress (I target shoot old military rifles).

I had something like this when I got out of the service. I call it small town claustrophobia. You feel stuck and you want to just get in a car or bike and go in any direction as far as you can but you don't know where and you don't know what you'll do when you get there.

how old are you by the way?
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