Wow, I don't know how to start this, but I think about killing myself alot. Especially in the past month or so. I feel so stupid, I don't even have any good reasons. Everything and everyone seems to push me off the edge. I feel like anything I say is useless. I feel like I'm losing all of my friends because of stupid mistakes that I make, and they get mad at me. Its not like I had that many friends in the 1st place, but it seems like they are all drifting away. Everything just makes me feel shitty and I just want it to stop. I get in fights with anyone who talks to me, and I don't mean to, but I am annoyed at everything. I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I don't know why I am even wasting my time on a forum. I dont have good enough problems to be complaining.