i don't know what to do anymore. i'm numb as hell. i want to just walk to the emergency room and tell them i'm suicidal.

can a person without insurance commit themselves?

Yes, they can. I think you should go if you are to that point. In fact, I think its a smart idea. People have their breaking points and it seems that you are at yours, but I am glad you are not going to end your life. You, in your own way, want help and going to the ER is a way to get it. Again, if you are at your breaking point, go to the ER and they will welcome you. Again, I am glad you aren't going to take your own life. You are in my heart and in my prayers.

i dont know anything about inurance, but all i know is that i ive felt numb before. And if it helps right now you could say im numb. whats making you numb?
you to let you know, your not alone. There are people on here that go through the samething....i hope that comforts you.

i will go the emergency room tomorrow then.

i talked to my mother tonight and she said that she's gonna make me a doctors appointment, but the doc won't be back in town for maybe a month. i can't wait that long.

i think about dying everyday but i think about living just as much. i know i'll hurt so many people if i commit suicide. a very close friend of mine lost his best friend in high school to suicide, and i couldn't do that to him.

there's so many things i wanna do. i wanna write books, draw, make music, learn new languages, go to college. i can't do that if i die.

i've wasted 19 years of my short life being in pain and i don't wanna live this way anymore.

thanks so much for listening. i really hope and pray that i can get thru my pain and i wish and hope the same for everyone on this board.

i feel the same way, i just want to die and get this life over with, i knw u feel alone but u definitly arent. i dont see why it would affect you if you didnt have insurance.