Originally Posted by somedaysiwanttoenditall
I'm doing my best to keep myself safe. I'm not good at it but I'm trying.
I can honestly say without any doubt, that you are good at it. And also everyone else who is trying, because trying harder and harder is everything for people who fight through life to stay alive, and you being still alive,makes you good at it. You are not yet where you would like to be, it takes time,it takes whole life sometimes, but you will get there. You will.
About your friend, I am sorry to hear that and I really, really hope that she is in some better place wherever that might be, and I hope that finally all the problems she had and whatever she fought with, is left behind and that she finally have her piece.
And one thing I am sure about, all those people who did what they did, I truly believe that all of them want something better for us, better than they had for them or what they couldn't get for some reason. I know they want us to get to that point of piece, that they thought they can't find in this life. Maybe I am wrong...who knows..and this may sound illogical, but I believe they want us to fight more, more than they did and none of them want us to do the same as they did to themselves.
“Holding on for dear life, to the better days I've seen.”
- Poets of the Fall -
Little voices swallowing my soul, soul, soul
- The National -