I Need A Lot Of Help This Is It - Page 3
Take This Life  

Go Back   Take This Life > Challenges > Suicide Forums > Suicide


I Need A Lot Of Help This Is It

This is a discussion on I Need A Lot Of Help This Is It within the Suicide forums, part of the Suicide Forums category; I wouldn't say to live exclusively for her, but live in a way where she can be happy that you're ...

join us
Reply
 
LinkBack Thread Tools
Old 03-29-15, 10:27 PM   #21
Member
 
belial216's Avatar
 
Join Date: Dec 2010
Location: Cleveland, Ohio
Posts: 504
My Mood:
Default

I wouldn't say to live exclusively for her, but live in a way where she can be happy that you're happy. If that makes sense. Sometimes it's ok to be selfish. We all have to look out for ourselves before others can enter the picture every now & again. & That's not something for you to feel guilty about. She sounds kind of like you. So I can only guess she wasn't wanting to put her weight on the shoulders of others. I'm sure she cared about you & other friends deeply, so she didn't want to worry anyone.
__________________
The truth is a friend to no one. It simply is what it is. That's all.
belial216 is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 04-02-15, 03:04 PM   #22
Junior Member
 
Makica's Avatar
 
Join Date: Nov 2013
Location: Hell Ville
Posts: 249
My Mood:
Default

Quote:
Originally Posted by somedaysiwanttoenditall View Post
I'm doing my best to keep myself safe. I'm not good at it but I'm trying.
I can honestly say without any doubt, that you are good at it. And also everyone else who is trying, because trying harder and harder is everything for people who fight through life to stay alive, and you being still alive,makes you good at it. You are not yet where you would like to be, it takes time,it takes whole life sometimes, but you will get there. You will.

About your friend, I am sorry to hear that and I really, really hope that she is in some better place wherever that might be, and I hope that finally all the problems she had and whatever she fought with, is left behind and that she finally have her piece.

And one thing I am sure about, all those people who did what they did, I truly believe that all of them want something better for us, better than they had for them or what they couldn't get for some reason. I know they want us to get to that point of piece, that they thought they can't find in this life. Maybe I am wrong...who knows..and this may sound illogical, but I believe they want us to fight more, more than they did and none of them want us to do the same as they did to themselves.
__________________
“Holding on for dear life, to the better days I've seen.”
- Poets of the Fall -
Little voices swallowing my soul, soul, soul
- The National -
Makica is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 04-02-15, 04:18 PM   #23
New Member
 
somedaysiwanttoenditall's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2015
Posts: 30
My Mood:
Default

I hope she's found her peace too. And I think she wants me to keep fighting as much as I so desperately hate being alive
__________________
★I have loved the stars to fondly to be fearful of the night.★

→“Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.”←

☩"'I'VE HAD ENOUGH, I'VE SEEN ENOUGH, I WANT OUT, I WANT IT TO END, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!"... "You care so much you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it.'”☩


I AM A WARR;OR
somedaysiwanttoenditall is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 04-03-15, 05:03 PM   #24
Junior Member
 
Makica's Avatar
 
Join Date: Nov 2013
Location: Hell Ville
Posts: 249
My Mood:
Default

I think that given the decisions that I make and those I've already made, would be hypocritically to say anything.. but as long as any person has at least one little spark in their heart/soul whatever, they should fight for it.
__________________
“Holding on for dear life, to the better days I've seen.”
- Poets of the Fall -
Little voices swallowing my soul, soul, soul
- The National -
Makica is offline   Reply With Quote
Old 04-04-15, 03:35 PM   #25
New Member
 
somedaysiwanttoenditall's Avatar
 
Join Date: Feb 2015
Posts: 30
My Mood:
Default

I hope I can keep fighting but I mean I'm not sure. I'm trying
__________________
★I have loved the stars to fondly to be fearful of the night.★

→“Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.”←

☩"'I'VE HAD ENOUGH, I'VE SEEN ENOUGH, I WANT OUT, I WANT IT TO END, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!"... "You care so much you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it.'”☩


I AM A WARR;OR
somedaysiwanttoenditall is offline   Reply With Quote
Reply

Tags
pain, suicide, help me, self-harm

Thread Tools

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are On
Pingbacks are On
Refbacks are On



All times are GMT -5. The time now is 10:31 PM.


Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.8.8
Copyright ©2000 - 2021, vBulletin Solutions, Inc.
Shoutbox provided by vBShout v6.2.1 (Lite) - vBulletin Mods & Addons Copyright © 2021 DragonByte Technologies Ltd.
vBulletin Security provided by vBSecurity v2.2.2 (Pro) - vBulletin Mods & Addons Copyright © 2021 DragonByte Technologies Ltd.
 

Content Relevant URLs by vBSEO 3.3.2