Depression rules out a better feeling in life...but suicide is no way out or an answer,if one feels used then it gives a feeling that life can be pointless because of lack of respect,i believe being tired is very often a symptom of being depressed,feeling useless etc...in life there is pleasure,suffering,pain and joy..you say==you have not one person to talk to??==you got a whole forum to talk to here now,
so tell us how you feel,lots of people will listen and give you that boost up to continue in life..welcome to this forum anyhow..
we are all listening..life is more then feeling gloomy...
**Clouds come floating in my life,no longer to carry rain or usher storm,but to add colour to my sunset sky**