hello hidden storms. im new to this forum and its the first time ive offered anyone advice on here so please bare with me. Can i ask what is making you feel this way?
Do you have friends, family around you? the reason i ask is that, if you knew for one second the impact your suicide would have on the people around you, then the thought wouldnt even come into your mind. You may feel that no one understands or that no one loves you or cares if your alive, but i can assure you that is not the case. please try and talk to someone, even if its not a member of family or friend.
my boyfriend took his life last June, and to be honest with you, he may aswell have taken mine too. I have to raise my 3 year old daughter and i break down every time she asks me where Daddy is, or when she can see him. The impact that this has had on me, and everyone that knew him has been devastating. I live in a black hole that im never going to get out of, and i think about killing myself every single day, but the one thing stopping me is that i cannot put my family especially my daughter, through this pain that i am feeling now. i dont mean to preach at you but if my story can make you rethink even for a day, and go and talk to someone, then it was worth telling you it. good luck