I am 22 years old and I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for almost five years. Last night I was partying with a couple of friends and I ended up in bed with some guy. I was drunk but I knew what I was doing.
Today I feel like shit. I don't know what I should do. I absolutely hate myself and I don't think I can forgive myself. My boyfriend has told me that if I cheat, he will break up with me, that there's no way he could ever forgive me.
I really love my boyfriend and we're going through a rough time right now. I was even planning on breaking up with him, but now I realize that I love him so much. I can't see any other way out of this than to kill myself. I can't live with what I've done.
Someone please help me!