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Old 11-15-11, 01:42 PM   #371
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It's nothing, I regret my test more.
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Old 11-15-11, 02:21 PM   #372
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I'm too damn lonely to keep living.
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Old 11-15-11, 05:02 PM   #373
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I can't get over how stupid I was on that super hard extended extended additonal unmandatory math test..
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Old 11-15-11, 05:04 PM   #374
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Are you able to retest? Just a thought I had. I don't think your stupid btw. (hugs)
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Old 11-15-11, 06:07 PM   #375
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No because this teacher doesn't do retests, I don't really care about grade, and I can refuse this grade, it's just something he organises for smartest few hours a week. I'm stupid compared to anyone there.
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I'm trying, and I do roll out of bed. I didn't miss school for like 5 or 6 weeks now I think.
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Yesterday I had no thought, couldn't do anything but also not suicidal, just sitting, sad. Now I'm very happy, positive and suicidal. I don't know how that's possible.
Hmm... As others said, it could be due to a chemical imbalance.. Have you ever talked to your doc about it? How do you feel when you're "up"?

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I'm trying to learn just for one class at home, don't really care about others, and I don't know why I keep comparing, wish I could be one of the best in something, not going to happen probably.
You are good just how you are, you don't need to prove yourself to anyone. I'm pretty good at comparing myself with others as well.. and it doesn't make me feel any better.. Maybe you want to be the best because you need to get a confirmation from someone? A confirmation that tell you that you are good enough, that they love you or care about you? I think it's like that for me, anyway.. Maybe in time you can feel better as you are, and don't need the confirmation from others as much.. It takes time, though...

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I vomited today after pe, I like how just 1 person cared when I said it(no one actually seen me vomit) and that was pretty much.. classmate, not really someone I talk to, and he just is like.. helpful, not gonna let someone move around like he's about to die.. gonna ask whats wrong. I like that of him. And there was hard test that was nto really mandatory but I took it.. and probably failed like shit, hooray.
I'm really glad to hear that someone saw you. Sometimes it is the small gestures that means the most.. Maybe you could try to be around that person a little more? I'm really proud of you for going even if you didn't feel well, btw..
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No because this teacher doesn't do retests, I don't really care about grade, and I can refuse this grade, it's just something he organises for smartest few hours a week. I'm stupid compared to anyone there.
I don't think you are stupid. You must obviously be quite smart to be in that class, and by the things you write here I see that you are very good at analysing and describing the world around you. Such skills are even more important than your level of "smartness".. You can always learn theories, but the way you use them is most important. Be curious and persistent, and you can get wherever you want to go.. Try to think about what you can learn by being there, and how cool that is, instead of focusing on what the others know or can do.. I understand it's not easy, though..

I remember I took a class once, and I had a really hard time understanding a concept. I tried reading about it from many different sources, and after a while it finally made sense to me.. I guess it taught me that even if things look difficult, you can always find a way to learn it and understand it. Some things just take longer time than others. And people are different. Something that is easy for you, can be hard for another person. There are many different ways to be "smart", and all are equally good.
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Old 11-16-11, 09:32 AM   #377
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This class is free for anyone to take and they can refuse all grades from there to be added to normal class grades and I'm not even listed in there because I only go there once a week instead of twice because it colides with another class I have.
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Old 11-16-11, 09:42 AM   #378
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Ok, I understand and use any math things easily, and teacher keeps praising me for that but it doesn't make me feel smart.
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Old 11-18-11, 07:01 AM   #379
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Had a bad day.
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Old 11-21-11, 10:47 AM   #380
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TERRIBLE day, I thought I'd kill myself.
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