I'm so sick and tired of being alone and being used. All I want is somebody anybody to love me. But it never happens and I don't know why. I thought I found the one. I loved him so much but he just used me and ghosted me. It's been 4 months since this has happened but I still can't get over it. Every day I think about him and just cry. I can't keep doing this I just want to die. All I want to do is talk to him. Ask him what happened and to tell him how much it hurt me. It's my one dying wish. But he wouldn't care. Even if I told him I wanted to die I doubt he would even reply or care. I hate life with every being in my body. I'm ready to end it all.

@toosad==welcome to this forum...your posting is a cry because you're love was not answered the way you wanted it to be=a dissapointment in a relationship can create serious problems regarding self confidence and certainly daily life,being used is a term which i heard before on this forum but it gets a different meaning for everyone=if the guy dropped you for not being good enough blablabla..then he's not worth your attention..the hardest point is to get over this feeling of denial,worthlyness,neglect perhaps...but...life goes on and willing nilling..and if the guy is not taking a step back he''s a lost case for you...and it hurts,don't do anything stupid,toosad...take it step by step...try to contact this guy and convince him you love him,if he does not see it or does not respond then i say he was not even worthed your values or love in the first place..take care...and keep posting==we are listening to what you have to say,it will release some pressure,life is already difficult enough sometimes..