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Old 03-16-12, 12:35 AM   #1
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Unhappy I can't deal with it anymore.

I can't stop crying because I know that nothing will help me get better. I used to think thin was going to make me feel better, but it hasn't helped at all. I just feel worse somehow. I feel like I need to throw up all of these feelings I'm having. There isn't one happy thing in my life that I can think of. I don't like my boyfriend romantically, I'm just using him for his drugs because they numb the pain. My mom literally hates me and practically spits at me everyday. I don't have friends. My sibling aren't around and my dads too high on crack every day to think about giving me a call.
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Old 03-16-12, 03:10 AM   #2
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Sorry, you're going through so much right now. It doesn't sound like you have much support around you right now. How about your siblings? Anyone you can talk to there? Anyone that can understand what your going through?
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Old 03-16-12, 02:41 PM   #3
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Piper - First of all, welcome.

As I read thru what you've written here, it truly hurts. It hurts and it's painful and while the tears keep flowing, you feel that there's nothing you can do. There is dear. First of all, have you considered getting into some kind of counselling or therapy? This place as much as finding support in your own life is a good start. Maybe try and talk to your mother and explain how she's making you feel would also help? I don't know your complete situtation, but sometimes when people hurt us, it's because they "feel" that they're able to do so. Maybe trying to talk with her would help? While it's only my thinking/thoughts and opinion here, it may help you. We will all be here to help you as much as we can.
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Old 03-18-12, 01:58 AM   #4
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Piper - I am sorry to hear all you are going through. It sounds very overwhelming and difficult. Like the other posters have said, you really need someone to talk to, someone near you who is on your side. I would like to suggest a drug counsellor or therapist maybe? Take care
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