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Old 08-18-10, 04:29 AM   #31
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Old 08-18-10, 04:34 AM   #32
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Thank you. I just do not know anymore. Such a loser and no good for nothing. I just do not want to go on any longer
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Old 08-18-10, 04:41 AM   #33
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I understand the way you feel i really do, it's hard i know cos there is no quick fixes where depression is concerned and even one day of emotional pain can feel way too much.

We all make some mistakes that's part of being human, it doesn't make you any worse than me or anyone else for that matter. Being a parent is hard especially when you have depression etc, your family surely understand that. We can't change the past, only what we do now-what about writing your sons a letter and explaining to them how you feel about things and that you would love to be able to reconnect with them in someway.

Try not to dwell on things that you feel you've failed with,i know it's easier said than done but sometimes others may see things differently to how we perceive them because we feel depressed and can't think anything positive about ourselves. Take care and don't suffer alone with these feelings, you deserve to feel better we all do.
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Thanks lost. Your words make sense to me. My boys have told me that they do not want to have anything to do with me so that is why I leave them alone. They were raised by this loser of a father who treated them alot like I was treated when I was a child. I am so ashamed of myself, so ashamed. It is hard to focus on any positive things with borderline and all. We can only see black or white and don't have the cognitive skills to see in the gray area. That is a big problem, especially coupled with depression and constant thoughts of ending it all. Such a loser.
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Old 08-18-10, 05:10 AM   #35
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Having borderline doesn't make you a loser steven, what makes us all losers is that we're all human and we all are victims of our depressive feelings. Sometimes we make mistakes that we wish we could change i know i do, but dwelling on past mistakes is destructive living it doesn't allow us to move on and grow. I do understand the black and white thinking because i'm similar it's a part of our makeup and it influences how we feel about ourselves and others, like if only i'd done that then things would be o.k or if i'd done things differently i wouldn't feel this way-isn't hindsight a wonderful thing Don't be so hard on yourself, we're our own worst enemies actually who needs enemies when we have ourselves I hope you don't think i'm trying to make light of your feelings cos i'm not i have felt very similar, i just want you to know that you're not alone and you're definately NOT a loser! x
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i just do not know anymore. i just cannot do this much longer
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Old 08-18-10, 05:29 AM   #37
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I hope you get through this tough time steven i really do, please seek some help if you feel no better you know you always have us too and we will all be routing for you.
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Thanks. My therapy starts again after summer break. i am on meds and they help some. I just do not know if I even want to go on or not. Just so weak and the emotional pain is too great right now-
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I understand that i felt that way not long back but i got through it and you can too, just don't suffer alone there is help out there and you have us here too. Talk about how you feel to someone-anyone just don't do it alone that's the worst thing.
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Old 08-18-10, 05:44 AM   #40
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thanks again. i will try to do that. i am facing some really tough battles now - you can see from reading my earlier posts - don't know if I have the strength to do battle any longer.
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