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Old 02-12-20, 12:18 AM   #11
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insearchofpeople, i hope you have found a way to lessen your feelings of suicide, i do understand feeling like you are life's doormat, we all need to be loved and wanted and you're desire of that is legitimate, it's just so hard sometimes to see who is right for us and who is not, people are hard to read, people in our circumstance really need to take a long time to open to people to keep from getting hurt and even then it happens, don't let that discourage you, you can find peace and love
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Old 02-13-20, 10:07 AM   #12
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Hi there. You might had perfectly good intentions replying to my post. Or not. Either way, it looks to me like you are projecting may be your own situation onto me? Or your perception of my post is way off. Or may be your post is just standard cliche positive motivational essay (are you a bot?)))

None of what you said is relevant to my post, my concerns and my troubles.

Anyways, thanks for the input.
Hello insearchofpeople, no i am not a bot and never had any bad intentions. On the contrary i tried to help you by demonstrating to you, a different school of thinking (instead of the usual one for you and the ppl you interact) when it comes to dealing with unfortunate events and negativity at any point in life. In my opinion this perspective is valid to all kind of people going through a tough period emotionally as a result making them view all aspects of life in a negative way just like you suggesting that some lifes are ''pre-destined to fail''

I mean even with my message you pointed up all the negative stuff you first though about it, so yes i insist on my previous message, you me and everyone has to eliminate as much as possible the negative thinking, embrace the unfortunate events we going through and accept them that they are part of human life and then work on the positive thinking which i can guarantee that this would attract positive energy and experiences in our lifes

Anyhow that's what i have to offer to you to you... when i first read your message i replied at, that's what i though will certainly help you if you implemented it so i just shared it with you. Now you may also perceive this like my previous message as another cliche motivational message and i am fine with it and i will respect your call cause you are the only one that can help yourself at the end of the day whatever i and any other member of the forum suggests.

Wish things get better soon one way or another <3
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Old 03-04-20, 12:08 PM   #13
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Surprisingly how you think you are making progress and then something or someone very insignificant to a normal person would send you over the edge.

Over the course of the last 2-3 years Iíve made a series of wrong decisions, caused by bad judgement, mostly in regards to choosing people to live with, to work with, hang out with, or date with....

I am not blaming others for my current misery, but only myself for seeing but not accepting when someone is not the right person for you, for not working on my co-dependency sooner, but instead of keep trying to make things work that were not meant to work, while losing time and resources in the process only to be left broken and all alone.

Itís like all the perps out there can smell my loneliness and weakness, as if they can read on my forehead: please abuse me, please come take advantage of me, ďwash your feet off of meĒ.
And where do I turn? No supporting parents or friends here...

So I sit here, with tremendous emotional pain, sometimes I scorch on the floor or in a bathtub weeping and asking God for help...and then the cycle repeats only to get me into a deeper hole.

Well, I canít take it anymore.

They say: think about your family, your friends, your loved ones....to those who are talking suicide.

I donít have any. I canít think of 5 people who would be upset more that 5 min if I was gone.

I feel the same, a lot of the time. I think that when we are sad, it feeds into itself and creates some kind of "LOOP", where one leads into the other, almost like a snake eating its own tail. I don't know what the answer is. I've tried therapy, drugs (legal), and just about everything in-between.

I really don't know what the answer is, if there is EVEN an answer. I'm not sure, to be honest, ... I just joined this forum and .... I'm no better off than I was five minutes ago but I guess that old saying is true that misery loves company.

Because, it does.
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insearchofpeople, i hope you have found a way to lessen your feelings of suicide, i do understand feeling like you are life's doormat, we all need to be loved and wanted and you're desire of that is legitimate, it's just so hard sometimes to see who is right for us and who is not, people are hard to read, people in our circumstance really need to take a long time to open to people to keep from getting hurt and even then it happens, don't let that discourage you, you can find peace and love
There really is no "ONE SIZE fits all" with this, huh? i see a lot of the same posts here over and over, for the little bit of "reading" I've been doing.

I already am wondering if this is just going to be an exercise in futility.

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When I say that I'm not putting down the efforts or .. posts of anyone here. I'm just saying for me personally I don't know if I see a way out, or what.

and no, I'm not going to off myself.
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and no, I'm not going to off myself.

Well, that's good at any rate!
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