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Old 11-17-07, 10:13 AM   #1
 
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i d like to ************************************************** ************************************************** *****
just ***** a knife through my stomach over and over again
and just enjoy me being so stupid stabbing myself
hell i could do it right now :!:
i SHOULD just go and get a real big knife and do it :D
actually makes me smile, thinking of what it would look like and be like
hah
:twisted: :twisted: :twisted: :twisted:
yeah everyone of me are :twisted: atm
just laughing at life . how easy just isnt it to ....::KiLL iT:::...
perhaps i should kill someone else instead. its just the neighbours own fault they live next to a mental patient
they should know better
but now they dont
so actually they should get a lesson in WHERE NOT TO LIVE :twisted:
lol
one of my neighbours really is boring. he is obsessed with flowers but still hes mean :?
gosh i cant stop thinking of killing him :o
wtf
who cares
i should calm down, like shrinks say, count to 10 and sit down and think of something else
but they are seriously far away so fuck them
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Old 11-17-07, 10:25 AM   #2
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moodchanging + personalities argue isnt a good combination
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well, do you want to talk?
yes. but i cant, my mom wont let me sit by computer anymore. im planning to run away and perhaps kill myself or do some selfharm somehow, and wait with the murder of my poor neighbour :twisted:
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Fuffh... Please don't hurt yourself.
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Fuffh... Please don't hurt yourself.
We care about you here.
didnt run away... was arguing with my mom. said she should give me a razorblade and let me ease the pain
ofcourse she didnt
she said i have to go back to mental hospital
i didnt want to, i told her to kill me
she cried
i screamed
i closed the door and fell to the floor and cried in the dark
i held a peice of something in my hand but i was too upset
my mom opend the door and started screaming at me, i didnt understand what she was trying to tell me
i ran into the bathroom and closed the door and switched off the light and sat down in the shower and put on the water on the coldest possilbe
the water hurt loads when it hit my chest i stopped a sudden scream
and now here i am again
in a less murdering mood
and more selfmurdering mood
just kill me
please
end my pathetic whining for gods sake
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Sweetie.. I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time..

I hope you get to go back to the hospital, and that they can take care of you..

Your mom is just concerned about you.. Love you loads!

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Sweetie.. I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time..

I hope you get to go back to the hospital, and that they can take care of you..

Your mom is just concerned about you.. Love you loads!

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im not locked up anymore! im free to do whaterver i want and its bad!
tomorrow im going to the institution again... i thought monday was today, so i thought i was going back today but no....
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