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Old 07-30-18, 11:59 AM   #1
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I so stopped caring about my life that i decided to make destiny decide what happens. I have something that i need to do soon and if that fails i decided i am gonna take my life.
Normally i would think this is silly, but this is real. Its my last gasp of air. May odds be against me.
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Old 08-04-18, 02:45 AM   #2
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Man, i have been waiting for destiny to kick in, waiting day in and day out for the Grim Reaper to come over and take me away... I think he got lost though. He has been waddling around else where for many years.

If i may ask, what is it that you have to do that is the deciding factor for you?

May things work out for the best for you
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Old 08-04-18, 10:24 AM   #3
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Telling my friend that i am in love with her. Her shocked, grossed up face when i told her just made this so much easy for me. I am now just waiting for a) opportunity and b) for time to pass so she wouldnt blame herself.... Even if i lived, she would erase me from her life, like all other people did. I lost it all...
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Hmmm how long have you guys been friends for? It sounds to me like she has put you in the friend zone.

I am sorry to hear that it did not go according to plan with your friend... I have had my walk down the dark road of rejection. It sucks balls. Most of us dont have the guts to go and speak to someone we like because of social awkwardness. So we take a huge steo to say how we feel, then get treated like shit.

I am sorry that this had to be your deciding factor though. I personally would have set a different goal as a deciding factor. But we are all different individuals.

You are very thoughtful to still think about her feelings.
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Old 08-16-18, 01:28 PM   #5
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I really thought about giving it a chance, but no point. When even psychiatrist doesnt take me seriously, who will? Had appointment today, she just talked about my uni... Didnt even ask me how i was... And besides no one ever took me seriously till my first attempt... only this time it wont end up as attempt.
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Old 08-19-18, 12:15 AM   #6
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That really sucks that she didnt ask you how you were doing and only focus on one topic. I can not say much about therapy as i have not seen anyone before.

The problem i have seen with the world and with people, no one gives a shit about you, unless you are either dead, rich or fucking attractive. For the rest, there aint much hope.

Do you have a next appointment with your psychiatrist?
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